shamisoca

DEATH IS NOCKING ON THE DOOR OF SOMEONE I LOVE and i think she is gonna open the answer! Is it fair to be dissapointed in someone when their actions are not out of choice, things are just simply un avoidable. I guess its that part of you that holds what little hope you have left so dear to your heart that really gets dissapointed. Yet somehow your head always knew the chances of it working out for the better were slim. Thats what tells you not to cry, not to completely break down again and fall victim to your own emotions. So what do you do when you know someone is going to die? When you've already seen them when they were just a hear beat

 ANGEL IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You said you'd try to fix me, When the dark came too close, When it all just heart too much, When my soul was near its end! And you did! For a while! Then you broke me! Then my soul........... ....... and of course my heart! I still get shivers "when i see you" So now i won't take it! "I see you walk in my direction and i go the other way"! All those "butterflies" Turnt to sickness and depression and............. And................................................... More than i have the guts to say. We were always "5 Step"

IM TOO CLOSE TO IT ITS STaLKING ME AND I DON'T THINK I CAN RUN NOT ANYMORE SHOULD I? ITS ALREADY HERE ITS ALWAYS BEEN NEGATIVE OPTIMISM HOLOW BENEATH RIGHT NOW THERE NOT MUCH ROOM FOR ANYTHING, ELESE, HOLOWING ME OUT WHY BOTHER REMOVE IT ITS ALWAYS THERE CONSUMED WITH CONFUSED, CONTEMPT ITS BEATS FOR ME LIKE A HEART BUT WORSE AN UNQUENCHED SOUL BREATHING FEEL UNNESSASERY WHEN IT TAKES HOLD BUT I NEED THE BREATH TO SCREAM AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME

I would murder you if I could. I would stab you if I could kill Instead ill let you walk away Taking that part of my soul, And my body with you Once we were breast to chest Body to touch Now we are one In the lie that is working it out Id take your soul if you’d let me Consume it, Bleed it dry Thus leave No room For anyone else I love the way love Destructive obsession.